The ultimate guilt, getting raped and loving it!
At this point she just wants him to stop because she doesn’t want the embarrassment of cumming from rape. Only she would ever know, but the guilt would sit with her for the rest of her life. She would feel betrayed by her own body, and from that point on, she would only be able to get off to the thought of rape, only this time harder, rougher, and darker.
Not every student at the Academy is exposed to this technique, but many are.
It depends on what her sponsor wants her to go through, what he wants her to be when she graduates.